It’s so funny, I can listen to anyone’s problems and give them all sorts of advice but, I can’t take my own advice, I can’t even talk about my problems. That’s fine until you feel like you can’t breath with all the stuff you have building inside you.

I want to be ok, I want to be happy and outgoing, I want to enjoy my life, my teenage years. But I always stop myself. I’m more fucked up in the head then anyone knows, not like they take the time out to understand . 

I feel like I need to scream but nothing comes out, like I want to cry but when I do I just feel stupid after. And I feel like people are judging me and waiting for me to do or say something stupid . 

DSFFBEADFVGATWREFGgfrgddawF . THAT’S WHAT I THINK .